Saturday, April 14, 2012
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Like seriously? You want me to stay home more often, but when my friend comes over cause I can't go out, you get mad. Like what the eff?! What do you want from me?! I can't go out and I can't ask my friend to come over. Seriously, what the heck la.. You don't want me to go out, so I stay home. But you don't like it when my friend comes over everyday. So what the heck do you want sia.. Will you only be satisfied once I start having zero social life again?! Stare at a computer the whole day also get scolded. Watch tv the whole day also get scolded. Play game whole day also get scolded. WHAT YOU WANT?! Make me READ the whole day?! FINE LA! Seriously... Use my phone also get scolded.. What the hell... Is your main objective to make me feel all alone again? Is it to make me lose the people I love and care about?
I know you might mean well, but dad.. I'm 17.. If you don't want me to stay home and get my friend to keep me company AND don't want me to go out with my friends, you've seriously got a problem. I know it's cause you care about my well-being and studies, but it's seriously too much to be this protective of me. At this rate, I'm gonna lose the people I never wanna lose. And it's all cause of you..
But to look at it positively, GOD is testing how strong our feelings are for each other.. How much we can take before we decide to turn away. It's a blessing in discuise. And if this is what I have to put up with to stay with you, I don't mind. I just hope I'll be strong enough to keep pushing on, and that you won't give up either..
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11:44 PM