Wednesday, November 23, 2011
340 -
O Levels are OVER :)
Prom is Over :)
And tomorrow I'll be starting work ^-^
But tomorrow I'll be going to Seletar Airport D:
It's so freaking far away :(
But I made a promise,
So I will have to keep it :)
I've got to make a little money at least :x
Next week I'm starting my official job though ^-^
Gonna install computers in schools :D
So okay, I've nothing else to update :)
So I'll update some other time ^^
Hopefully more often then the past few months :p
ENDx ---
6:15 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
339 -Time flies and my examinations are over.
But one thing I can't seem to shake still resides in my heart,
it causes my imagination to run wild and some times it
causes heartbreak but I already knew what would happen
if I let my heart win. And now I face the same consequences
once again. I just wish I could be more accepting to that fact,
and yet it still pains me to find out what I already know.
My friends think they know everything, yet they don't
even know half my story at times. There hasn't been anyone
whom I could trust since I got into that fight, yet I slowly opened
up to others.
I just hope that I won't get hurt in the future, it has to do with the
choices I make and it seems like I can't stop making the same mistake
over and over again.
Love might be blind, but I hope my eyes are clear enough to stay
away from those who only wish to make use of me in some way.
But it's not the fault of others, and neither do I blame them. I'm happy
with the way things are now.
But maybe had I made a different choice in the past, things would be different.
Yet I do not regret my choices, it was because of my choices that I am
content with the way things are around me now.
I still care for everyone who has been a part of my life until now,
and I will never stop caring even till I am asked to stop.
A blessing and a curse, my choices have caused me more pain then joy,
yet it makes me stronger with each consequence.
Till that day, I'll take it day by day.
Till the day I finally stop caring.
Till the day I finally stop crying.
Till the day I finally forget.
Forget the difficulties.
Forget the loneliness.
Forget the pain.
And move on.
ENDx ---
9:40 PM