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Exams starting soon,
approximately 9 days
before it starts for
Languages, other
subjects in roughly
16 days...
I really can't believe
that 1 year is over so soon,
hopefully my results
will be good enough D:
I really gotta ace most
my subjects to get into
design when I get a job...
Either design or forensics...
both are fascinating or
kinda interesting to me
so my future job will either
be a sort of designer or
a forensic scientist :p
Gonna earn loads of
cash to give my parents
a life of luxury ^^
Kay, other then that
crap, just hope nothing
bad happens for now...
Been feeling kinda down lately...
Not sure why but,
just feel kinda down...
like I just wanna crawl
into a hole somewhere
with a view of the stars
and start crying...
guess nothing changed
since day 1, but now
I don't think it'd be
wise to go back again...
just hoping for the best
for all, I really don't
wanna go back...
It all just makes me
start to think that
I can no longer cherish
anyone that much no more...
The more I cherish someone,
the more painful it'll
hurt when they leave,
by will or by fate...
It'll just hurt too much...
I never wanna feel that
hurt ever again... it still
hurts after so long, I can't
believe it has to be like this...
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