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Day 18 ~ :p
Lost the last of my hope ^^
Kay so, had D&T paper today
wrote rack and ratchet -.-
supposed to be rack and pinion -_-
like what the hell~~~
everyone else was like its
bevel gear or its the screw and shaft
-.- what the shit... okay so
mother tongue today also
sure FAIL haix.. no need say~
SO tomorrow gonna have 3 things
clash don't know want go which,
I think the most logical is go for
Chemistry... The rehearsal don't know
can't skip a not... then Mr Kumar need
me to help the IvP students make their
board D: 3 stupid things clash -_-
actually the rehearsal is not tomorrow,
is on Thursday, don't know who try
act smart bring forward to tomorrow -_-"
now gotta tell Mrs Tan & Mr Kumar
I go for Chemistry, more important :p
so although 18 is like a small number~
it felt like it was forever ago x.x
lost all my hope ^^ haha, but I really
hope it gets better... but I'm like afraid
that after it gets better, then it happen
again... Thats the only thing I'm afraid of...
so because of that I'm not sure if this is
how I prefer it or not... I just really
hate losing my friends over and over~
I just can't take anymore... I don't wanna
feel that pain again and again...
more like I'm afraid of that pain~
so honestly... I don't know how
things should end now... so I'll
just let the rest of my hope fade
off while I pull myself together..
Any bright suggestions on what
I should do now?
Thanks in advance for those
who answered ~
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