Friday, July 30, 2010

299 -

Day 14...

Kay so moving on with life LOL

Screwed up for at least 2 questions

in Chemistry today. Completely

forgot bout precipitation... Guess

things are starting to set in huh...

There were only 2 things in my

head the whole day...

1. I gotta get top 10.

2. How long is this gonna go on.

For top 10 I guess still got physics

to pull up my chemistry.

As for how long its gonna continue,

well... its been 14 days, so its really

troubling me...

Good News of the entire Month,

SiewPeng and Kellyn also going Japan!

Freak happy bout this news,

but still bit upset over the events now..

so can't really feel that happy or that sad..

some where in the middle,

but no where near content. :p

Life's a bitch, but its the only one

you got so live it up and have fun.

So just gotta look to the positive side

I guess ^^

Kay, so today waited for YiSuan

to go home together, in the end

she go meet her mum, then I

solo go home again D:

early know go home with

Guan Yi :p then I complain

to YiSuan, she say she will

give me something on Monday :x

haha, I want chocolate :p

hopefully, I can forget bout

anything bad and focus on good things.

so that you guys don't worry so

much ^^ now I feel kinda guilty though,

just now when Landai waiting

for Sophia she stood in front

of my table, when I look up

then got eye contact I don't know

what flash over me for like a split

second, then I smile to her...

but I really don't know what

was my expression when it

flashed over sia... was it

Hatred or Hurt? couldn't define the

feeling but I don't know la...

just feel guilty coz it was the kind of thing

I wasn't aware of until that moment..

Then over the past few days,

been feeling bit weird maybe?

Like whenever I'm like really sad,

then I just wanna see someone

then it makes me feel better

kind of thing :x feels weird but

I felt better ^^ so I guess it

helped me loads :D

anyway, talked to YiSuan

today, apparently she cried yesterday

as well... but cause of different

things... she told me why she sad,

then we high five -.-

LOLx cause both cry after school

and on the way home~ *sigh*

Then she say she also very lonely...

same as me... now a bit regret

didn't go same class as her... now both

of us sad and lonely over different

things its like a freaking sad case~

now I also don't know how to feel

anymore... Happy? Sad? It just

feels like I ought to be happy,

but yet I can't cause I'm still

upset then it seems like I'm

really upset but I wanna be happy...

Confusing huh... Kay so now just

gonna do a bit of math to cool down

and kinda pass time :p so bye~

ENDx ---

3:44 PM

Thursday, July 29, 2010

298 -

13th day ~

Keeping track of the number

of days we haven't talk ~

also don't know why, of all days

I broke down today...

Siu ask me why I cry, then

I also don't know why...

Couldn't reply her, so just shook

my head... kept thinking of

worse case scenario & just wanted

to cry on someone's shoulder...

just felt really upset for no reason...

so when took 901 with Kexin,

kept tearing... in 912 also like that..

contemplated going to the playground

to cry there, but shook off the idea..

reached home, took a bath to

kinda try to wash the sorrow

away bah... feeling better now,

but with the Chem CA2 tomorrow,

not sure what will happen...

Tomorrow will officially be the 14th day,

so... lets just hope nothing bad happens...

I don't think I can take it much longer,

but I'll try I guess, thinking of messaging

YiSuan to talk to her a bit, but don't

know what to say... just gonna think bout it

for a while, most likely I'll just keep it to

myself? Just gonna try to calm myself

and go through some notes for tomorrow,

so I'm just gonna end it here ~

ENDx ---

3:50 PM

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

297 -

2 more days to exams...

stress or not stress I

don't even know how I

feel now... *sigh*

had Social Studies test

today, sure fail D:

sad case, diplomacy

haven't learn finish then

must test... *cries*

oh well, at least over

already... had to do EL

project again today,

felt a bit lonely sitting

there~ I don't know

how she feel but it was

kinda awkward bah...

Makes me think back

to 12 days ago when

we were still okay that

time D: another sad case...

LOL now so many sad case,

so exam must get top 10

than at least a bit happy ^^

so GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE! :D

&& try not to get sick! ^^

okay~ so, gonna end it here ^^

ENDx ---

6:53 PM

Monday, July 26, 2010

296 -

UPDATING-

Yeah kay so,

exams are nearing again...

in another reck of emotions,

and I'm trying really hard to pass

chinese ^^ so life is as

per say not that pleasant ^^

haha, kay so in school everything

seems some what fine after you

get used to everything bad~

well kinda anyway, so at home

its like the total opposite...

I'm lucky enough to say that,

I just wish things didn't have

to go this way, thats why I

don't really like regretting getting

something after I get it...

so I'm gonna work hard, get into

top 10 for CA2/ SA2 and get

another xbox for my room ^^

HAHAHA okay LOL my goal is

to get an Xbox 360 elite LOL

how low is that... haix... people

aim for becoming a doctor,

I aim for game station -_-"

if my father din phys-co me

to get PSP now I will have elite in my

room liao sia -.- haix... shouldn't

let him trick me into getting

PSP for PSLE graduation -_-"

oh well, work hard and I'm gonna

choose between Xbox or Laptop !!
YAY! haha, and hopefully things

work out nicely and those who are

affected by the situation now, can go

back to whatever live they had before ^^

UPDATED- haha will update soon kay?

ENDx ---

7:59 PM

Sunday, July 11, 2010

295 -

Yohx! ^-^

Finally update again :D

kay, so the past few days

I noticed that most of us

are drifting further and

further away form each

other D: it feels like there's

nothing left to talk about

anymore... ...

And I guess there's been

loads of homework now a

days so it can't be helped...

On Friday went to watch

Despicable Me with

Landai, SiuHui, Santa & Zijin!

^^ damn cute sia!! hahax...

thn I think after we bought the

tickets RQ saw Santa,

thn in the end Siu, Santa & me

go hide from the

XinZhe, RQ & Jack LOL

Santa sorry make until ur hand D:

thn after the movie, Zijin,

Siuhui, Santa & I waited for

Landai to come outta the toilet,

thn saw Amos & SinYin!! :D

so weird they watched the

same movie as us ^^

hahax, I din even know,

thn SiuHui say during

the movie when she turned

around she thought she saw

Amos LOL thn really is him sia

O_O *SHOCK*

thn roughly bout 8pm

thn reach home bah..

thn Landai say the guys playing

basket ball at her house there

worh... haha ^-^

so overall Friday was freaking

fun lorh!! :D

Move on to yesterday D:

ytd got maths tuition!

went by super fast sia ^-^

but teacher forgot he haven

teach us sine and cosine

rule thn ask us do the worksheet

LOL everyone was like

"huh?? how to do?"

thn teacher realise he haven

teach us yet haha ^^

kay, so now chiong-ing

finish both school & tuition

homework ^^ so byebye!! xD

--- ENDx

4:28 PM

Thursday, July 1, 2010

294 -

KAY! back to post again ^^

been quite a while huh?

well now time to update!

*fake screams* Yeah!

okay, so its the first week

of school, been doing my

homework lately ^^

see I so good ^^ actually

do homework leii, okay LOL

random, SO lets just summarize

this into something way shorter

than it should be ^^

SO, I forgot what homework I

have today~ *die*

so how? I asked LD, thn

the best answer came out !

she said " I was going to ask you"

YEAH! fun horh? okay, so msged

ys bout the time for Eclipse tmr

hehe, she actually cn go watch

movie COOL! BUT, I dun think

I'm going ^^ must be good

gal go home do homework and

er... and... oh and do revision ^^

hahax. ^^ but lets see how it goes O_O

I'm confident to say that I might

go in the end :p

lalala, so Big Bang!! :D

I wan them to come to Singapore

for concert! :x

but ppl more interested in SNSD -_-"

sian~~~ Big Bang D:

anyway... I finally found the Jap Band

that sing the Blood+ 3rd os ^^

UVERworld, I think quite old liao,

but okay la... most jap band the ppl

not so shuai but can make it ~

BOA is actually Korean D:

But I still can trust Ayumi Hamasaki

HAHAHA!

But then... she went for plastic surgery

before -__-" damn, so biggest hopes

for Big Bang! :D

kaykay, so now gonna do whatever I can do

until LD tell me got what hmwk [^-^]

--- ENDx

8:07 PM

Welcome!

Name : Megan
Sign : Aries
Date : 05041995'
Year : 17

It's Me

Aries people have a tendency to leap before looking and to take risks that shock more cautious types. This is a very physically courageous sign, so it is not surprising that many Aries people gravitate toward risky professions such as the military, the police force, stunt work, sports, rescue work and racecar driving. Aries people are also emotionally courageous to the point of recklessness and will change their entire lives on a whim in order to follow some dream or romantic inclination.

Accident-Prone and Impulsive Aries people are accident-prone, not because they are clumsy but because they move quickly and impulsively. Aries people like to drive fast and many have an interest in extreme or high-impact sports. Aries people crave the adrenaline rush of novelty and will often take unnecessary risks in order to achieve it.

Mechanically Inclined The sign of Aries is associated with engines, and many people with the sun, moon or ascendant in Aries are good with anything that has a motor. Many Aries people are drawn to professions or pastimes that involve driving or flying.

Pioneering and Entrepreneurial Aries people are pioneering and entrepreneurial, willing to go to new places, try new things and start new projects. They often have trouble with authority and do better as their own bosses. They are good at self-promotion, which ensures that many succeed in their own businesses.

Aries people are not particularly suited to detail work and prefer to implement big plans or start things and have others fill in the details. They are good at coming up with creative ideas on the spot but may have trouble sustaining the effort to follow through with their plans unless the ascendant or moon is in an Earth sign (Taurus, Virgo or Capricorn) or in the water sign of Cancer or Scorpio.

Aries people have very low boredom thresholds and can lose interest in things quite easily. Thus, a career must provide lots of change, social interaction and excitement or the Aries will want to move on.

High Energy and Athletic Ability Most Aries people have loads of energy, which they need to burn off continuously through physical activities and socializing. They are competitive by nature and usually have an aptitude for athletics, either team sports or solitary fitness activities. Most also enjoy watching sports and other physical displays such as dance, skating, skiing or other fitness activities that require movement and coordination. There is usually a particularly strong draw toward martial arts with this sign.

Aries is a very sociable sign. Aries people like to be around other people most of the time and seek out novel and exciting situations. They prefer people who challenge them intellectually and compete with them in some way, and they quickly grow bored and irritated with homebodies and cautious, timid types.Extroverted and Friendly Impatient and Combative Aries people think fast, move fast and talk fast (many of them are chatterboxes). They are not very patient, particularly with slow moving, slow speaking people. In fact, Aries is the least patient sign of the zodiac.

Aries people are forceful and even aggressive when pursuing what they want, and willing to charge head first into conflict. They prefer to deal with problems immediately, head on, and will rarely avoid confrontation. This leads them to poke at and provoke some of the more avoidant types until they can implement some sort of catharsis in interpersonal situations. Aries people often have little respect for those who can’t put up a good fight.

Honest to the Point of Rudeness Aries people tend to be honest and forthright, almost to a fault at times. They are not subtle, and they have terrible tempers that are easily set off, though they are also quick to forgive. They often say and do things rashly that cause strife in their interpersonal relationships. A lack of tact can create problems. When bored, Aries people may pick fights simply to entertain themselves and fulfill their subconscious need for conflict.

Altruistic The Aries paradox is a strange combination of selfishness and generosity. Aries people can be self-absorbed and self-centered at times, but this is also one of the most altruistic signs, and Aries people are usually quick to help those in need, even at great personal cost and risk. This, combined with the Aries propensity to take risks, leads many Aries people into the rescuing professions such as firefighter, paramedic, peacekeeper or coast guard.

Aries people may turn their desire to help in another direction and get into the idealistic side of politics, working to change the system from within. Most Aries people have a strong interest in politics, though this may take the form of argument rather than action.

Youthful and Idealistic Aries people tend to be fun, lively, playful and youthful. Many look younger than their chronological ages and most retain some childlike qualities throughout adulthood, both physically and psychologically.

Despite the emotional courage of this sign, Aries people are surprisingly sensitive and eager to please. Though they can be pushy and domineering or controlling at times, they are also idealistic, trusting, and in great need of reassurance. Aries people can be quite naïve, and others may take advantage of this.

Naturally Optimistic Aries people do nothing by half-measures. Anything they choose to do, they do fully and completely. They are stubborn and generally refuse to accept defeat, even long after a situation has become untenable. They rarely stay down for long though, as this is a naturally optimistic sign that bounces back quickly from misfortune and strife. Aries people have a way of coming out on top in most situations



You lie with how you act.
You are a 'glass half full' kind of person,
or at least you pretend to be.
You act like the person people need.
You are quiet and logical in group that needs some morals.
You are upbeat and positive in a group that needs some excitement.
You are kind and understanding when people need a shoulder to cry on.
Basically, you lie about who you are.
Your kind heart is easily manipulated by people who are just looking to use you,
but you have a tendency to bring out the best in people.
You are a wonderfully positive person and everyone loves to be around you.
You live for your ever growing circle of friends.

You lie because you do not think about yourself.
You are happy if everyone else is happy,
and sometimes have a problem with thinking for yourself.
Only your truest friends have seen you when your tolerance has run out,
and your best friends are the ones who calm you down and
don't take advantage of this. Even if you have had a bad day,
you put a smile on for the people who need a positive person around.
However, you let your guard down easily for a smooth talker or
overly friendly stranger. Your kind heart is open to everyone,
which makes you a target for people with bad intentions.
Keep your friends close and let them help you pick out the bad people,
because they are your weakness.
It's true that people could use someone like you,
but remember to think about yourself from time to time
so you don't explode from holding it all in.
You don't want to lose the friends who understand you the best.

-If I won't change that about myself, no one can change me-

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