Monday, February 8, 2010

265 -

Hey guys, its been another

on off day, It started okay.

However, it took a turn when

PE came by, Mr David asked us

to partner up, partnered with

LD, he say try to lift each other

using our hands when they

were tangled tgt or smth like that -

thn when LD try she din

have much prob juz that

she was only a few cm taller thn

me so getting me off the grass was

er nt very easy haha..

BUT when I tried, I fell to

my knees OMG I was like

er shit, my entire leg gave way when I

tried, I couldn't even stand -.-

I thought to myself,

" Damn, I shouldn't have tried,

that hurt A LOT -"

aft that felt a few sml cuts

too sml to bleed but they still hurt -

aft that everything was okay,

I thought nth else was going to happen.

Until recess struck -.- YEAH

smth had happened, I LOST my

HISTORY BOOK - I was like

F*** SHIT CRAP and I swear,

in my mind I was swirling loads

of Jap vulgarities I didn't noe till now -.-

anyway, I panicked screamed alot.

mostly pissed coz History was just aft

recess, Siu tried to borrow frm

4E3, they had it juz aft our lesson so couldn't -

almost broke down, but emo-ed instead lo -

I emo-ed the rest of the day,

almost cried, held it in -

Just felt that my entire whole world was

collapsing, I couldn't take it.

I felt like running away

to one of those far away placed in

songs like Brick by Boring Brick and

Walking On Air -

I just felt really depressed,

I felt so useless, uncared for,

it was like everyone left me.

I was hurting for no reason.

The feeling I had made me feel like

I could just jump off some whr and

die to rest my troubles -

I just couldn't take it.

I started tearing but

controlled it for the time

being, I didn't wanna look

like I was crazy - Damn .

My feeling are totally

a mess, its like I really

just couldn't control them

as I used to -

It makes me feel

insecure smtimes -

I just don't noe wats gnna

happen next -

I cried as soon as everyone left just now.

sat on my bed and cried -

I acted like nth was happening inside

of me when Yiwei and the rest were

here, well they came to bake cookie

agn, this time Yiwei, Queenie, Wenqi,

Kexin, Amos and Boxin came to bake -

in the end they all left Amos coz only he cn stay,

he help to finish up the cookies that haven bake

and wash some dishes, half way RQ came by coz

Amos called him over haha.

I thought it was okay coz at least

not so weird mah, thn when RQ came

the three of us toked crap.

aft that they went home le.

msged with LD along the way-

now toking to Santa on msn.

not really in the mood to

do my hmwk, I feel crappy -

my leg still hurts frm the sml

cuts I gt frm the grass -

I feel like I would break any

moment, Santa said dun emo -

so trying not to be ^-^

just hope my try cn work -

so with that crap out of me

BYEx!

7:55 PM

Welcome!

Name : Megan
Sign : Aries
Date : 05041995'
Year : 17

It's Me

Aries people have a tendency to leap before looking and to take risks that shock more cautious types. This is a very physically courageous sign, so it is not surprising that many Aries people gravitate toward risky professions such as the military, the police force, stunt work, sports, rescue work and racecar driving. Aries people are also emotionally courageous to the point of recklessness and will change their entire lives on a whim in order to follow some dream or romantic inclination.

Accident-Prone and Impulsive Aries people are accident-prone, not because they are clumsy but because they move quickly and impulsively. Aries people like to drive fast and many have an interest in extreme or high-impact sports. Aries people crave the adrenaline rush of novelty and will often take unnecessary risks in order to achieve it.

Mechanically Inclined The sign of Aries is associated with engines, and many people with the sun, moon or ascendant in Aries are good with anything that has a motor. Many Aries people are drawn to professions or pastimes that involve driving or flying.

Pioneering and Entrepreneurial Aries people are pioneering and entrepreneurial, willing to go to new places, try new things and start new projects. They often have trouble with authority and do better as their own bosses. They are good at self-promotion, which ensures that many succeed in their own businesses.

Aries people are not particularly suited to detail work and prefer to implement big plans or start things and have others fill in the details. They are good at coming up with creative ideas on the spot but may have trouble sustaining the effort to follow through with their plans unless the ascendant or moon is in an Earth sign (Taurus, Virgo or Capricorn) or in the water sign of Cancer or Scorpio.

Aries people have very low boredom thresholds and can lose interest in things quite easily. Thus, a career must provide lots of change, social interaction and excitement or the Aries will want to move on.

High Energy and Athletic Ability Most Aries people have loads of energy, which they need to burn off continuously through physical activities and socializing. They are competitive by nature and usually have an aptitude for athletics, either team sports or solitary fitness activities. Most also enjoy watching sports and other physical displays such as dance, skating, skiing or other fitness activities that require movement and coordination. There is usually a particularly strong draw toward martial arts with this sign.

Aries is a very sociable sign. Aries people like to be around other people most of the time and seek out novel and exciting situations. They prefer people who challenge them intellectually and compete with them in some way, and they quickly grow bored and irritated with homebodies and cautious, timid types.Extroverted and Friendly Impatient and Combative Aries people think fast, move fast and talk fast (many of them are chatterboxes). They are not very patient, particularly with slow moving, slow speaking people. In fact, Aries is the least patient sign of the zodiac.

Aries people are forceful and even aggressive when pursuing what they want, and willing to charge head first into conflict. They prefer to deal with problems immediately, head on, and will rarely avoid confrontation. This leads them to poke at and provoke some of the more avoidant types until they can implement some sort of catharsis in interpersonal situations. Aries people often have little respect for those who can’t put up a good fight.

Honest to the Point of Rudeness Aries people tend to be honest and forthright, almost to a fault at times. They are not subtle, and they have terrible tempers that are easily set off, though they are also quick to forgive. They often say and do things rashly that cause strife in their interpersonal relationships. A lack of tact can create problems. When bored, Aries people may pick fights simply to entertain themselves and fulfill their subconscious need for conflict.

Altruistic The Aries paradox is a strange combination of selfishness and generosity. Aries people can be self-absorbed and self-centered at times, but this is also one of the most altruistic signs, and Aries people are usually quick to help those in need, even at great personal cost and risk. This, combined with the Aries propensity to take risks, leads many Aries people into the rescuing professions such as firefighter, paramedic, peacekeeper or coast guard.

Aries people may turn their desire to help in another direction and get into the idealistic side of politics, working to change the system from within. Most Aries people have a strong interest in politics, though this may take the form of argument rather than action.

Youthful and Idealistic Aries people tend to be fun, lively, playful and youthful. Many look younger than their chronological ages and most retain some childlike qualities throughout adulthood, both physically and psychologically.

Despite the emotional courage of this sign, Aries people are surprisingly sensitive and eager to please. Though they can be pushy and domineering or controlling at times, they are also idealistic, trusting, and in great need of reassurance. Aries people can be quite naïve, and others may take advantage of this.

Naturally Optimistic Aries people do nothing by half-measures. Anything they choose to do, they do fully and completely. They are stubborn and generally refuse to accept defeat, even long after a situation has become untenable. They rarely stay down for long though, as this is a naturally optimistic sign that bounces back quickly from misfortune and strife. Aries people have a way of coming out on top in most situations



You lie with how you act.
You are a 'glass half full' kind of person,
or at least you pretend to be.
You act like the person people need.
You are quiet and logical in group that needs some morals.
You are upbeat and positive in a group that needs some excitement.
You are kind and understanding when people need a shoulder to cry on.
Basically, you lie about who you are.
Your kind heart is easily manipulated by people who are just looking to use you,
but you have a tendency to bring out the best in people.
You are a wonderfully positive person and everyone loves to be around you.
You live for your ever growing circle of friends.

You lie because you do not think about yourself.
You are happy if everyone else is happy,
and sometimes have a problem with thinking for yourself.
Only your truest friends have seen you when your tolerance has run out,
and your best friends are the ones who calm you down and
don't take advantage of this. Even if you have had a bad day,
you put a smile on for the people who need a positive person around.
However, you let your guard down easily for a smooth talker or
overly friendly stranger. Your kind heart is open to everyone,
which makes you a target for people with bad intentions.
Keep your friends close and let them help you pick out the bad people,
because they are your weakness.
It's true that people could use someone like you,
but remember to think about yourself from time to time
so you don't explode from holding it all in.
You don't want to lose the friends who understand you the best.

-If I won't change that about myself, no one can change me-

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