Friday, February 26, 2010
272 -
Hey guys went out to eat Pizza Hut with
LD & SP again, the menu changed sia -
so sian.. thn I ate curry baked rice -.-
so spicy sia... I drank 2 cups of Pepsi,
would have had more but the ppl
all dun refill thn wan ask very weird -
LOL wat kind of restaurant is this?
anyway, I dun blame them maybe they tink
we wan to go le, thn pour for us very lang fei
bah~ so they dun pour unless we ask for it??
LOL- while eating msged the ahpek -
help LD survey him haha -
half way she use her phone xD
thn he thought I wan his shoe rack -.-
then say he cnnt give me WTF??
who wants his shoe rack ??
LOL -
so aft eating SP had to go home...
aft that she gt drum lesson -
so me & LD went to library,
did D&T...
HO - D&T was SPLENDID -
why? cause half way paste
so many pic until NO GLUE -
thn we had to GO BACK
to cwp JUST FOR the freaking GLUE!!
why cnnt they get a stationery
shop in civic?? LOL
its a freaking library where ppl
do all sorts of hmwk -
don't they think we need
a shop for stationery in case
for example, we write until
our pen NO ink - thn no more pen-
gtta go buy frm CWP-
wouldn't we have to walk
ALL THE WAY THERE
JUST TO GET A PEN FROM
POPULAR, THEN WALK ALL THE
WAY BACK TO THE LIBRARY?!
-.- PISSED OFF!
when we were at popular,
we bought the BIGGEST glue stick
they had, and left -.-
it costs bout $3.10,
another brand of glue bout
same size was $6???
wat a difference -
ok aft all that drama of walking...
went home ~ and here I am -.-
ohokay, er so
BYEx!
5:24 PM
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
271 -
Hey guys been going out
to library a lot lately to study
for CT ~ laughed a lot too ^-^
went again today ...
went home to get something first
then met LD, Santa & GuanYi
at civic... we walked back to KFC ???
LOL - ate there and when we
eat half way, saw some guys from
3E3 & gals from duno which class -
me & LD were like er hmmm ----
coz very weird haha ..
other than that crap, hmmm
tmr is the last day of exams for
E3 & E4!! YAY!! E1 & E2 JYJY!!
Their last day is on Friday -.-
coz of all the pure science ?
I not sure haha -
anyway gnna lecture some ppl
bout D&T -.-
BYEx!
6:05 PM
Monday, February 22, 2010
270 -
Hey guys today hasn't been the greatest
day or the worst day actually......
So started the day normally,
HAD P.E dam it ~
ran a lot?? yeah, but at least less
then the other classes ha ha .
well, started common tests today -
Had Math and Eng today -
Eng was okay~ Had that first ..
Maths was HARD kinda~
AHHH Hope to pass T_T
hmm other thn that, Chem remedial
aft school till bout 3 ? thn went to
cwp wif Kexin & LD - Siu went off
w/o us ... ...
so we went to cwp to eat
while waiting for Santa -
we ate at civic thr the
mc ... talked awhile...
thn santa came, we toked bout more
crap - asked the common qn,
"Which came first, the chicken or the egg ??"
laughed, thn when Santa ate fin we went to
the library walked round finding place to sit-
when we actually found seats, we sat on the
flr and 'studied' the periodic table till Kexin
said smth bout 7885 frm sec 2?? thn we
started finding all the no. we could get out
of the periodic table -
laughed loads thn went home -
yeah er so
BYEx -
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I wish this friendship won't end -
I wish this wasn't happening again -
I wish this would be solved soon -
I wanted to cherish everything -
But now I can't because of this -
I cherish everything I have -
I cherish my friends the most -
But everything is withering away -
Change is taking over -
It reminds me that change is inevitable -
some times, I just wish I could solve everything -
I would wish I could help everyone -
I would wish I could make everything easier -
I wish change wouldn't come -
I wish I hadn't any emotions -
I wouldn't have friends -
I wouldn't be upset whenever this happened -
Times I wish I was dead -
Are exactly like this -
I rather face death then face another separation of friends -
It all depends on the truth -
Without truth in friendship it would mean nothing would it ? -
I just want to get the truth out -
Please just tell me how I am -
I want to change -
To be a better person -
Anything I can do -
Please just tell me if I am out of line -
I don't want to keep everything inside -
I don't want secrets -
I just want to know if you don't like me -
And why you don't -
I just want that ugly truth for everything -
I won't mind -
I just want this over with -
Please just be honest with me -
I just need to know -
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6:27 PM
Sunday, February 21, 2010
269 -
Hey guys been a bit out of it
this few days mainly cause I've
gone to Malaysia 2 days this week
which is kinda a lot considering
both were on a weekday -
So I went on Wednesday & Friday
after school of course. On Wed
wore uniform in. We went in and got
the 360 elite. On Friday
changed b4 going and repaired
the old 360 and Wii -
SO yesterday played with my cousins,
they came over for the low-hey thingie~
we ate steam boat & hot plate, my
hse was so dam smoky -.-
Literally chocked on the dam
smoke sia, everyone was like
" uh ke hmm hmmm hmm"
thn my rm smell like Seoul Garden -.-
now gtta study for CT starting tmr -.-
so sian why must have exam sia -__-
okay~ anyway gtta go
BYEx!
4:18 PM
Thursday, February 18, 2010
268 -
Hey guys, been kinda tired lately ~
Ytd skipped out on math remedial,
coz needed to go to m'sia to get smth
done ^-^ oh and tmr going in agn -
I tink la, so aft sch tmr NOT free!!
now rushing up on D&T, gtta get
5 pieces of ideation done and well
the rest of my unfinished research as well.
Mr Ng was so upset today, he
say the things like he can't believe
coz we din do his hmwk ~
thn he say he gnna drown his sorrows
in sake WHICH btw he didn't have xD
so funny sia haha..
okay common tests are NEXT WEEK ~
JY to all in WGS!!
Other schs started alrd I tink,
so JY to u guys too ^-^
nw gnna go find more pics for ideation
gtta make it be the BEST
I wan prize xD
hope its money =x
YEAH I wan money -.-
who doesn't?
haha, anyway today was
kinda fun, laughed ALOT
in math and D&T ^-^
2 fav subs haha.
hmmm ~ nth much to update on...
Im still wondering wats the point
of stead? u gnna break anyway
so why make it official?
waste time la -.-
been counselling few peeps
these days - gt at least 3 ppl
I toked to bout long winded
advice this week ~
Its actually fun, I mean when u tok
bout things like this u feel better after
wat u've been through.. makes ppl
feel better ^-^
well okay now I really nid to get my stuff
done so erm
BYEx!! x]
3:28 PM
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
267 -
Hey guys, had a nice new year?
Haha, for me is YEAH -
Now LD at my hse doing hmwk
and other craps.. nth better to do
went to watch valentines day
with her. Lucky din c any of the guys
if nt I will tiao lou sia... why? coz
of the clothes I was wearing juz nw~
thn when q-ing for tickets we waited for
bout 15 min b4 we gt to the counter -
aft buying the tickets we bought
popcorn and went in le-
so sian the show,
waste time -.- duno
hw LD feel bout the show but to me its
sian lo. coz keep toking bout the mishaps
for v.dae lo, not really lots of romance and
craps like that sia. its more on what ppl
dun expect on vdae, like ur stead break
up wif u or smth on the most romantic day of the
year thn hw u patch up blah blah blah -
its more of comedy thn romance, and its
not even that funny -___-
I dun recommend it to u guys.
if u tink its nice coz u watch alrd thn thats
ur prob not mine -
Now scrambling and scribbling any of
the last min hmwk I found -
nt much but still dun wan do sia -
I heard E4 only have eng for hmwk -
DAMN why we have more hmwk?
not fair lorh!! -.-
paraniod - anyways other thn that crap,
anyone playing audi? PLS TELL ME -
very lonely in audi ~
I dun like the ppl playing keep toking
weird things, always play a while siam lo -
only when LD & SP play thn I play longer
lo, so pls if u play tell me >.<
okay nth else! so
BYEx!
6:52 PM
Thursday, February 11, 2010
266 -
Hey guys haven't been posting
in a while, mainly cause of no mood
and an occasional laziness that sets
inside me. Other then that the week
so far has been depressing or rather
a bit uncomfortable -
Pissed off enough to last the entire
year ahead, but CNY is just in a few days
so hopefully that will satisfy my bad
luck and let me live a normal lucky
life again. Have LOADS of homework
now a days, why? because well,
it hasn't been very convenient for teachers
to give tests now due to the performances
that are taking place tomorrow ~
Gotta look out for everyone in class ^-^
both from this year and last -
Hopefully will get something worth
sitting for ha has.
Other then all that crap,
there really isn't much to report today -
Oh I have to say running 4 rounds outside
the school is tiring VERY tiring -
had to run it yesterday as form of
punishment for talking or something?
I mean some of us were totally quiet
but we had to run too - T_T
Ran with Kathleen most of the 4
rounds, overtook a few peeps from last
year a few times then fell back and over
took again -.- when we ran the 3 rounds,
Bronte just walk finish 1 round cause she
got match after the run or something -_-
really was on the verge of consciousness
when I knew it was over -
Well, theres nothing else to say so
BYEx!
& Happy Be-lated B-day to RQ ~
7:48 PM
Monday, February 8, 2010
265 -
Hey guys, its been another
on off day, It started okay.
However, it took a turn when
PE came by, Mr David asked us
to partner up, partnered with
LD, he say try to lift each other
using our hands when they
were tangled tgt or smth like that -
thn when LD try she din
have much prob juz that
she was only a few cm taller thn
me so getting me off the grass was
er nt very easy haha..
BUT when I tried, I fell to
my knees OMG I was like
er shit, my entire leg gave way when I
tried, I couldn't even stand -.-
I thought to myself,
" Damn, I shouldn't have tried,
that hurt A LOT -"
aft that felt a few sml cuts
too sml to bleed but they still hurt -
aft that everything was okay,
I thought nth else was going to happen.
Until recess struck -.- YEAH
smth had happened, I LOST my
HISTORY BOOK - I was like
F*** SHIT CRAP and I swear,
in my mind I was swirling loads
of Jap vulgarities I didn't noe till now -.-
anyway, I panicked screamed alot.
mostly pissed coz History was just aft
recess, Siu tried to borrow frm
4E3, they had it juz aft our lesson so couldn't -
almost broke down, but emo-ed instead lo -
I emo-ed the rest of the day,
almost cried, held it in -
Just felt that my entire whole world was
collapsing, I couldn't take it.
I felt like running away
to one of those far away placed in
songs like Brick by Boring Brick and
Walking On Air -
I just felt really depressed,
I felt so useless, uncared for,
it was like everyone left me.
I was hurting for no reason.
The feeling I had made me feel like
I could just jump off some whr and
die to rest my troubles -
I just couldn't take it.
I started tearing but
controlled it for the time
being, I didn't wanna look
like I was crazy - Damn .
My feeling are totally
a mess, its like I really
just couldn't control them
as I used to -
It makes me feel
insecure smtimes -
I just don't noe wats gnna
happen next -
I cried as soon as everyone left just now.
sat on my bed and cried -
I acted like nth was happening inside
of me when Yiwei and the rest were
here, well they came to bake cookie
agn, this time Yiwei, Queenie, Wenqi,
Kexin, Amos and Boxin came to bake -
in the end they all left Amos coz only he cn stay,
he help to finish up the cookies that haven bake
and wash some dishes, half way RQ came by coz
Amos called him over haha.
I thought it was okay coz at least
not so weird mah, thn when RQ came
the three of us toked crap.
aft that they went home le.
msged with LD along the way-
now toking to Santa on msn.
not really in the mood to
do my hmwk, I feel crappy -
my leg still hurts frm the sml
cuts I gt frm the grass -
I feel like I would break any
moment, Santa said dun emo -
so trying not to be ^-^
just hope my try cn work -
so with that crap out of me
BYEx!
7:55 PM
Friday, February 5, 2010
264 -
Yohx =]
Today at school was normal -
only D&T laugh agn -.-
Muazzam absent or else I think
Mr Kumar will gt stroke xD
he let yk qi dao ~
haha, thn maths retest was supposed
to be today, but postponed
to Monday -
so waited for LD & Siu -
Santa walked by few times
hahax, ^-^
aft that writing thing they did
went home to bathe and change.
thn went out agn, met LD
& Siu at cwp round 3++ -_-
so late sial.. thn b4 LD reach
my senior, Brian / Bryan,
[sry duno which spelling he use -.-]
walked past me n Siu & went
like tsk tsk tsk -
I was like HEY the 2nd time
thn he looked back and laugh -.-
wat a senior =_=
thn aft that we saw Richard,
he ask who we waiting for and why.
we say waiting for LD to go eat Sushi.
thn we ask him he go whr,
he say wait for LD haha LOL
thn he laugh and walked away aft saying
bye - At least this yr tok once to him.
haha, aft that LD came le! finally?
haha thn went to walk around,
bought bbt -
went to fc to read -
waited thr for Santa,
she was having drum lesson -
so aft that we went up to Sakae Sushi thr -
ate the buffet thingie -
eat until wanna puke sial -
so xing ku - haha
I scared of sushi now >.<
scary ~
thn aft eat fin still gt 3 mochi O_O
I was like DAMN -
in my head was JIK SHOU -
haha coz really couldn't eat anymore >.<
toked bout loads of crap
while eating - haha
YEAH we even toked
bout CRAP itself hahax.
SO - aft that played a bit
of the sweet thingie -
but it broke O.O
we were like shocked?
or smth like that?
haha, aft a while I went home b4
they played finish, was
getting kinda tired -
and I really wanted to
finish my book, haha.
Its been an entire week,
7 DAYS, I haven finish the book!
T_T it has bout 300+ pg, nw only
read till 250+
AHH I wanna finish!
I GTTA FINISH!
I wanna noe the freaking ending T_T
still gt 3 more book aft this till
the ending -.-
so if u c me reading a book
called Vampire Academy
DUN DISTURB ME -
I WILL get angry for no reason -.-
so other thn that, nth lo -
BYEx!
7:05 PM
Thursday, February 4, 2010
263 -
Hey guys, just returned to school
today after the 2 day mc thing -
still got a bit of cough but other thn
that I'm still doing fine I guess ^-^
lately been preoccupied with
a new book I bought ^-^
but I kinda lost my temper
around GY today aft school -
kinda slapped my book on the
walls and rails, my heart broke T_T
but I just couldn't hold in my anger -
I dun even noe why I felt angry...
Its so confusing -
YS offered to help me in a little
revenge plot, refused...
didn't wan to get her in this
kind of shit especially this deep -
so went through the day BLUR
didn't noe a lot o_o
not as in studies but
I didn't noe I needed to
bring a TIE and $4 -.-
irritated loh..
other thn that the sec ones
joined us for cca finally-
gt 4 gals this time xD
it was like WOAH -
coz last yr only 1 gal joined,
I think D:
hmmm had group discussion -_-
toked a lot wif a senior,
the guys didn't tok much -.-
hmm, so other thn that ...
nope nth else to tok bout
wasn't laughing much ..
OH D&T Mr Kumar
made me join a D&T
competition, just like the science
but diff teacher -
he said when a teacher volunteer
you must say thanks,
so I was like "er okay ~ thanks?"
hmmm TMR
gnna eat sushi! xD
of course gt the math retest first D:
I hope to pass >.< *prays*
well gtta study now!
BYEx!
8:33 PM
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
262b -
tomodachi mo
genki nai des te. dakedo
watashi betsuni ki ni suru.
shikashi, kono koto wa
baka mitai sa nai? tomodachi
genki nai-do watashi nani suru
ka tomo des ka kedo.
watashi baka da, honto ni baka
da shi. jik shou, dos te min'na
mo kono hitei no kimochi aru?
zen zen wakarimasen.
dos te kana...
10:35 PM
262 -
Hey guys, on mc now.
why? cause gt a fever of 39.5 degrees.
I'm not joking -
Ytd was kinds the root of my fever,
in the morning woke up wif a cough,
half way through felt really cold...
starting emo-ing just before
recess... thn aft recess gt headache..
made my mood really sink -
on and off started crying?
not sure why 0_0
during the lessons aft recess
suddenly felt like tearing
myself apart, kept clawing
at my arm -.- dam pain..
I tried stopping but whenever
I stopped, it just felt horrible..
when school was over, stood
up, felt really dizzy for some reason..
My mood had alrd hit
rock bottom, and GY go pick
a fight with LD say we very lame?
WTH? keep telling us that we
kinda stupid for nt using back gate -.-
thn we were like if u wan use u go back into
school and use la - coz LD also nt in a gd
mood mah- thn I headache,
imagine the freaking pain -_-
lucky aft that she diam liao -
planned on going home straight,
but gt hungry... so went to eat with LD,
Santa and ZJ. Santa also nt feeling well -
aft eating we went home le-
thn at night went to c doc wif mum coz
I headache so pain until I cried
sia, thn could take a nap + gt cough.
so everytime I cough my head more
pain FRAK IT -
so went to c doc.
at first went to SilverCross
there, thn they say wait 2 hours sial -
at that time my temp was alrd 38.7
by the time I went to the AcuMed
my temp raised to 39.5 -
crazy -.-
gt 2 day mc ^-^
this morning at bout
5++ Santa msg me ask
if I c doc alrd... haha told her yah
thn no more reply -
thn it turns out she also
2 day mc sia, haha.
today she din go school ^-^
so we only go back on thursday?
hahax, gramps is worried
I guess? she is the only one who ask
if I feel better ^-^ at least she cares
to ask yeah? hahax.
so other thn that, gtta
eat my medicine 4 times a day -.-
hopefully cn go back on thursday bah...
coz ltr gt too much hmwk to do -
thn cnn't catch up -
so other thn all that, theres nth left to say =D
BYEx!
3:07 PM