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Wednesday, October 28, 2009


----Life Story----


I really don't feel like acting anymore...
Its hurting me, I hate this feeling...
Why do I have to let things go this way?
I detest him so much yet your with him...
I've been keeping quiet for so long because
I really don't know what to say to you,
and its really none of my business...
However, what you're doing is
hurting me so much... I really hoped
you knew how I felt when ever he was with you...
I have nothing to do with your relationships but,
at least you could have told me instead
of having me find out through other people...
You should have known I would understand...
We've been together for so long, why don't you trust me?
You have told me everything that made you unhappy,
but you've never told me anything about your happiness...
Am I just another friend you use to scream and shout at because
you're unhappy? A friend that can only be of use
when you need advice when you're frustrated and annoyed?
Can't I be a friend that shares your happiness as well?
So what if I detest him? Its your life, your future, your decision...
You didn't need to hide it from me... Did you really think I would try to
make things difficult for him? Well?

Now you've changed way too much, when did you lose yourself?
Now you're telling people off as if they made you so frustrated
that you couldn't hold it in, every thing you do has a consequence
and you know that. I just hope you don't regret saying such things
in the future, because it will get out one day. Its only results and
your all fired up. Do you want to repeat what happened last year?
Its been 1 whole year since then, do you really want that to happen again?
Can't you just be happy for your friends? Why must you be so paranoid
and frustrated over a piece of paper with ink on it? Its only numbers,
whats the most important in life is not your intelligence sweetie,
its your personality. I hope you understand. Even if you are the smartest
person on Earth, if you have a horrible personality, no one will love you for
who you are. All your friends will only use you and once you find out,
all you'll be doing is hurting yourself in the end. Life is short, Life is simple,
Life is precious. I hope you can learn to treasure whats around you.
Cherish every moment in life, there won't be a second chance at life.
But you'll have many chances to learn from your mistakes. Its whether or
not you choose to learn from them. You have a choice at everything you do.
There's no such thing as I had no choice... You always had a choice,
you just didn't know it. I chose my path, I aimed high and didn't fall far below it...
I chose not to study, I chose not to be serious when it came to exams...
But I don't regret anything, it was my choice. Why can't you be the same?
You keep telling me, the few thing like
"I can't do it, I won't make it, I don't have any choice."
but have you thought about what you've been doing?
you tell me you regret, because you didn't make it.
There are so many things I wish you knew about me.
You keep comparing between you and those way above you.
Why can't you see that there are others below you who
wished they got your results? You end up hurting them
with out knowing it. Please, as a friend think through every
single detail before doing some thing you'll regret later.
I'm really tired of faking a smile, faking my happiness
so that you won't really know how I feel... I really
treasure you as a precious friend and I even love you as
a part of my family but what your doing is testing my
love for you sis... I miss the old you, the one that would tell
me everything regardless... The you last year, I wish you hadn't
lost yourself sis... If you still don't know who you are after reading so much,
I have nothing to say... I won't name you but please try to
understand how I feel now... I'm lying to myself to make things
seem nicer them they really are, you have no idea how painful it is to
lie to so many people especially if you do it everyday.





I'm crushed by all the pressure yet I fake a smile for
you to see.
My sadness has hit rock bottom, yet I fake a laugh
to tell you I'm alright.
But you take no notice do you?
I go to school everyday with my heart
sunk to the bottom, and I really don't know how
to make things right. But whenever I saw you,
my burden was lifted, until now.
Now the only time I'm truly happy is with
those who really care for me, with those
who want to be with me, with those who
told me everything was alright when they
saw through my smile. I may act immature
but I did it to hide my feelings inside.
I never wanted to make you angry,
or worry for me. my feelings are sealed
in front of your eyes. All you see is a doll
acting as you please. I wonder if you really cared
for me at all sis... You kept telling me you hated
me just because of my results, I wonder
if it wasn't my results in the first place...
I wonder if it was just me you hated so much...
I'm left with one last day with you, that is
Friday. This Friday will be the last of our
time together after so many years.
My only wish is for you not to regret
anything else in life. That is my only worry.
I wish you can become a person of no regrets...

----Life Story----


6:58 PM

Welcome!


Name : Megan
Sign : Aries
Date : 05041995'
Year : 17

It's Me

- MY SIGN -


Aries people have a tendency to leap before looking and to take risks that shock more cautious types. This is a very physically courageous sign, so it is not surprising that many Aries people gravitate toward risky professions such as the military, the police force, stunt work, sports, rescue work and racecar driving. Aries people are also emotionally courageous to the point of recklessness and will change their entire lives on a whim in order to follow some dream or romantic inclination.

Accident-Prone and Impulsive Aries people are accident-prone, not because they are clumsy but because they move quickly and impulsively. Aries people like to drive fast and many have an interest in extreme or high-impact sports. Aries people crave the adrenaline rush of novelty and will often take unnecessary risks in order to achieve it.

Mechanically Inclined The sign of Aries is associated with engines, and many people with the sun, moon or ascendant in Aries are good with anything that has a motor. Many Aries people are drawn to professions or pastimes that involve driving or flying.

Pioneering and Entrepreneurial Aries people are pioneering and entrepreneurial, willing to go to new places, try new things and start new projects. They often have trouble with authority and do better as their own bosses. They are good at self-promotion, which ensures that many succeed in their own businesses.

Aries people are not particularly suited to detail work and prefer to implement big plans or start things and have others fill in the details. They are good at coming up with creative ideas on the spot but may have trouble sustaining the effort to follow through with their plans unless the ascendant or moon is in an Earth sign (Taurus, Virgo or Capricorn) or in the water sign of Cancer or Scorpio.

Aries people have very low boredom thresholds and can lose interest in things quite easily. Thus, a career must provide lots of change, social interaction and excitement or the Aries will want to move on.

High Energy and Athletic Ability Most Aries people have loads of energy, which they need to burn off continuously through physical activities and socializing. They are competitive by nature and usually have an aptitude for athletics, either team sports or solitary fitness activities. Most also enjoy watching sports and other physical displays such as dance, skating, skiing or other fitness activities that require movement and coordination. There is usually a particularly strong draw toward martial arts with this sign.

Aries is a very sociable sign. Aries people like to be around other people most of the time and seek out novel and exciting situations. They prefer people who challenge them intellectually and compete with them in some way, and they quickly grow bored and irritated with homebodies and cautious, timid types.Extroverted and Friendly Impatient and Combative Aries people think fast, move fast and talk fast (many of them are chatterboxes). They are not very patient, particularly with slow moving, slow speaking people. In fact, Aries is the least patient sign of the zodiac.

Aries people are forceful and even aggressive when pursuing what they want, and willing to charge head first into conflict. They prefer to deal with problems immediately, head on, and will rarely avoid confrontation. This leads them to poke at and provoke some of the more avoidant types until they can implement some sort of catharsis in interpersonal situations. Aries people often have little respect for those who can’t put up a good fight.

Honest to the Point of Rudeness Aries people tend to be honest and forthright, almost to a fault at times. They are not subtle, and they have terrible tempers that are easily set off, though they are also quick to forgive. They often say and do things rashly that cause strife in their interpersonal relationships. A lack of tact can create problems. When bored, Aries people may pick fights simply to entertain themselves and fulfill their subconscious need for conflict.

Altruistic The Aries paradox is a strange combination of selfishness and generosity. Aries people can be self-absorbed and self-centered at times, but this is also one of the most altruistic signs, and Aries people are usually quick to help those in need, even at great personal cost and risk. This, combined with the Aries propensity to take risks, leads many Aries people into the rescuing professions such as firefighter, paramedic, peacekeeper or coast guard.

Aries people may turn their desire to help in another direction and get into the idealistic side of politics, working to change the system from within. Most Aries people have a strong interest in politics, though this may take the form of argument rather than action.

Youthful and Idealistic Aries people tend to be fun, lively, playful and youthful. Many look younger than their chronological ages and most retain some childlike qualities throughout adulthood, both physically and psychologically.

Despite the emotional courage of this sign, Aries people are surprisingly sensitive and eager to please. Though they can be pushy and domineering or controlling at times, they are also idealistic, trusting, and in great need of reassurance. Aries people can be quite naïve, and others may take advantage of this.

Naturally Optimistic Aries people do nothing by half-measures. Anything they choose to do, they do fully and completely. They are stubborn and generally refuse to accept defeat, even long after a situation has become untenable. They rarely stay down for long though, as this is a naturally optimistic sign that bounces back quickly from misfortune and strife. Aries people have a way of coming out on top in most situations

- MY PERSONALITY -


You lie with how you act.
You are a 'glass half full' kind of person,
or at least you pretend to be.
You act like the person people need.
You are quiet and logical in group that needs some morals.
You are upbeat and positive in a group that needs some excitement.
You are kind and understanding when people need a shoulder to cry on.
Basically, you lie about who you are.
Your kind heart is easily manipulated by people who are just looking to use you,
but you have a tendency to bring out the best in people.
You are a wonderfully positive person and everyone loves to be around you.
You live for your ever growing circle of friends.

You lie because you do not think about yourself.
You are happy if everyone else is happy,
and sometimes have a problem with thinking for yourself.
Only your truest friends have seen you when your tolerance has run out,
and your best friends are the ones who calm you down and
don't take advantage of this. Even if you have had a bad day,
you put a smile on for the people who need a positive person around.
However, you let your guard down easily for a smooth talker or
overly friendly stranger. Your kind heart is open to everyone,
which makes you a target for people with bad intentions.
Keep your friends close and let them help you pick out the bad people,
because they are your weakness.
It's true that people could use someone like you,
but remember to think about yourself from time to time
so you don't explode from holding it all in.
You don't want to lose the friends who understand you the best.

-If I won't change that about myself, no one can change me-

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